May, 2010

Random Thoughts — 11 Comments
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May 10

What if?

I always have this thought to my self, what if. There is always an alternate thinking to my self in every aspect in life. The biggest one is always what if i’m born physically normal like everybody else? how would it be like? A few things that came across my mind for what if i were a normal guy. How would i grow up to be? Who and what type of person will i meet? What other type of personality will i get? A lot of alternate version of me i can think of with all this what if thoughts. If i were a normal guy, i would go to a government school and know different type of people, i would perceive things and life differently. I maybe not so optimistic and will be a very ordinary common guy, but given with my family back ground i have a thinking that i will be a very spoil child. Spending lots of money, having many girl friends, or girl friends changing time to time. I will be a better looking person but grow up to be an asshole? A total opposite of what i am now.

Another alternate life would be, i am a normal guy physically, with the similar type of personality that i have now but not 100% because things u perceive in different situation. Some are the things i am able to realize through this condition where normal people don’t. I be able to fall in love, able to date the person i want to be with, things will be much easier with less troublesome. People are able to accept a normal guy? hhhmm…?? What will it be? How will it turn out? So if i’m normal i would be driving a sports car around. Able to attract many girls perhaps? I probably be a very ordinary tom, dick and harry around like everybody else being the same, normal. So if i’m normal i wouldn’t have the fear of being alone, not wanted by people, able to be accepted by the other party easily hhmm… all sort of possibilities i think of for all situation.

I’m saying all these because of anything is just a thought what will be like if everything is different. I will meet different people too, brought up differently, different views, a total 360 degree turn perhaps. I’m happy with what i have now, am truly blessed with everything i have in life up to now, with friends, family everybody support. Trying my best and all my will to pursuit in what i believe in now and what i want to achieve and get.  I always believe there is a reason for what i am and who i am, i am different and hopping to inspire to be looked up by people, to be respected and admire. I always hope that i believe in people i know and they will believe in me, thats understanding each other, have faith.

Feel free to put ur comments or opinion of what do you think.

Here’s a song for you guys i find this song very calm and the lyrics is pretty good and inspiring enjoy. Oh the girl ain’t bad looking in the mv. One thing about these japanese songs is they are not all about love or some sad break up or emo songs, rather they are pretty pump with spirit.

Lyrics to the song is here Shoko Nakagawa/Ray Of Light

Travel — 3 Comments
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May 10

Land Of The English pt 1

Hohoho sorry this took too long for me to update. I was in United Kingdom for winter holidays for 10 days and boy it was awesome! Took AirAsia got good deals and was there for Christmas. Touch down at the airport in the middle of the night in UK time, and we were all half dead from travelling 13 hours on the plane. Check in to the nearest hotel in the airport Holiday Inn. The day we touched down in UK it was the 1st day of snowing in the year, quite lucky and yet not so lucky because it was snowing rather very heavily!

Crazily snowing for the next 2 days.

Next day we rent 2 vans take road trip up to Lake District, boy that was 1 exciting road trip. Have u ever try driving yourself on a road trip in a foreign country and with snow? Is damn dangerous and quite exciting actually. Roads is slippery highway is foggy, you can barely see the cars infront of you, maybe only few meters away

The weather condition is actually quite bad and dangerous. Even the windscreen gets foggy and blurry with the snow and is so damn freaking cold. 1 thing i hate travelling in cold country is you have to put on so many cloths, and taking it off and putting it on again.

So on the way there is this shopping place kinda like factory outlet. Branded stuff are very cheap here, brands like Burberry, Tommy Hilfiger, Guess, Polo and many more, you name it they most probably have it. The reason why i don’t like cold weather is wearing so many thing, and i look like a yellow banana.

Here is like shopping heaven for girls and girls in my family, bought so damn many stuff but is really cheap compare to Malaysia. Buying a Burberry shirt cos how much? just about 20 – 40 pound which is about RM 100-200 where malaysia is about 400-600. Branded goods are just cheaper and newer overseas. One of the reason i like shopping in overseas is they have my size ! and is not as expensive and very affordable.

1 thing i always wonder, the weather is so so damn cold, but the dogs or animals no need wear winter clothing. So does growing long hair helps keeping you warm? Like animals hehe.

I was in a town call stratford-upon-avon, somewhere north of london while on the way on our road trip to Scotland Edingburgh, is a town where William Shakespeare was born and lived. So this where all the literature and poem origin from, the lovely lovely poem, quotes everything by him. Even have his museum but i dint visit, was pretty expensive to go in.

Here are some love quotes i took from the gift shop.

This is how the “kampung” looks like.

Looks like my bro are enjoying the snow. Stay tuned for more pictures and update !

Movie — 1 Comment
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May 10

The bounty huntard !!

Had a special screening to The Bounty Hunter organized by cathay cineplex and advertlets for inviting !!

Meet up with Rebecca for dinner together with Khairul and wife, Madeline my movie date for the night, and melvin then later joined by dila and Justin

My movie date for the night xD. Miss Madeline =)

Movie is about a divorced couple, Gerald Butler play the character Milo Boyd who is a bounty hunter and Jennifer Aniston play the character Nicole Hurley who is a reporter, reporting about a mysterious suicide case. Movie was pretty good and funny. So i wont post too much of spoilers but i will sum it so people enjoy the movie. Milo a bounty hunter basically hunt down people with bounty for a living, when one day his ex-wife had bounty on her which got him excited and bringing her to jail. Through out their journey, chasing here and there after each other, one thing i learn from the movie. It was when during dinner they sit down and talk about problems and why they divorce and all, it was a big mistake, which i think in life everybody make mistakes, we learn from mistakes and after they have realize the things they have done they gave each other another chance again. Where i think we too should give people a chance to prove themselves. Making mistakes is experience in life.

Random Thoughts — 3 Comments
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May 10

Kanshasuru

This is not some emo blog post or what ever, but this is a post suddenly i feel like voicing it out. Topic means to be thankful or great ful. I’m really happy with what i have now in life, who i met, who i have known, people that come across me and i am really great full for all these. I have met and get to know people in various ways, people from school, from college, online, blogging, socializing, playing games online, newspaper article, and many other ways we can think of.

People from my school days, i’m so great full to them for they have be with me until today helping me from time to time, doing favor that i don’t really know how am i gonna repay them. Friends that will take you out to the mamak middle of the night when you are hungry, accompany you watch movie, help you do things without asking anything in return, sacrificing their time to attend to you, take you anywhere you want to go and is reachable.

People that i have met online years ago from playing cs online is now a good friend of mine. He is always there when i need any assistance with computers, helping me fix my pc, fixing the crappy hardware for me being a person who don’t really take care of the computer but abusing it to the extreme. He would drive down from PJ to klang to pick up my pc help me do and we go eat together. Playing online games like R.O. and world of warcraft i met great people too!! awesome friends that i can never imagine!! A friend in game who lives in penang when i visit her, her hospitality was so awesome i could never forget that experience. She would organize other friends to have dinner with me and happy hour in the karaoke. Imagine that by just playing games online with great people.

Recent years i made another new group of friends through blogging. Which i meet them in events and slowly they enter part of my life to become friends that i think is worth being together with. Friends where u can count on, or will call you out for a drink for no reason at all, movies and dinners. 1 thing in life im passion in doing is putting a smile in people face =) it made their day and you feel super good!! hope i can put more smiles in people face =)

So i am trying my very best to be humble to them, to help them with all i can in anyway within my reach to be great full to these wonderful people surrounding me. I do meet some shit people in life, but hey filter them out who cares about these people life is great to be bother with their shit and nonsense with you ! Thank you people for being part of my life is been wonderful and i hope there is more to come. CHeers !!

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